i have my very first art show tonight.

:)

God,
sometimes it isn't fair.
sometimes it isn't fair that an undeserving girl gets the boy.
sometimes it isn't fair that a deserving girl gets crap.
sometimes it isn't fair that good people hurt and not so good people prosper.
sometimes it isn't fiar that children have to die before their parents.
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my computer program is not working, so i am stuck sitting at my desk with nothing to do but take cellphone pictures.  :)


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he finally wrote something.

couldn't be more in referrence to the recent loss of our relationship and other friendships he has lost since.
i have a feeling of sorrow inside, but at the same time i have to remember...he chose this.

and i deserve better.

still........i wish i didn't have so much i wanted to say to him.  my emotions tell me this.
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i want change.

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I HAVE A DATE WITH THIS MAN ON DECEMBER 8TH!!!!!!!!!!!!
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