So anyway. Here's what I was going to post on Amber's lj but she blocked me. I need to vent so if you don't want to read it just don't it's no biggie. Here ya go ( Read more... )

I can't remember half the day but that's alright. I have to remember to give Casi her cd Monday. I need to clean my room and organize some stuff. Do a little homework. But I had softball today. It was good. We weight lifted for about an hour. Then we did infielding drills. Which was a lot of fun. We did some running too. Monday is mandatory ( Read more... )

have ya ever been in one of those giddy moods?? I keep giggling. It's creepy O_o hehe but . . . see did ya see that? I did it again. Damn. Well I don't know I guess I'm just having fun talking to my buddies. But I do miss Ryan and I wish he would call me. Last time he called was yesterday but I had my cell phone off so he had to leave a message.It ( Read more... )

Well I have some major ass homework to get done. gay gay gay. And uh I sat on T.J.'s lap. It was weird. Mom isn't home. Nobody cares. I'm tired. Softball was gay. Everyone got injured. At least I didn't get hit in the head this time. That was a bonus. But um I love a certain someone *cough* Ryan *cough* . . . ok lol I Had to let that out. My hair's ( Read more... )

well I went to CC's Showcase. It was fun I guess. The music was awesome. But I felt way lonely. I saw a certain someone and he acknowledged me but didn't even give me a hug. And all I wanted was for him to hold me and tell me he loves me but that didn't happen. So I spent most of the night thinking about him. But the ever so lovely Candace hugged ( Read more... )

well today's ok I guess. I came home early from school yesterday. I was shaking and my body was freaking out but I was dead. And I came home and mom made me take my blood sugar. The first reading said that it was too low to register but the second one said it was at a 97 which is low. So I had to eat. I slept and cramped for most of the day. Then ( Read more... )

I just got back from youth.Somebody and I got into a fight in the middle of the lesson and I'm still ticked. I don't think I want to deal with that person for a while. I'm just sick of it. But oh well it's not like they'll ever realize it. And it'll continuously break my heart every time.

R.I.P Connor Ethan Mandzak

10/20/04 - 2/20/05

Laid to rest eternally on this day the 23rd of February, 2005

You are forever in my heart and a constant reminder that life comes and goes and that the greatest reward is to be sent to heaven to live eternally with The Lamb. May I someday meet you again in heaven and see your smiling face.