*..do you drink//...ONLY ON OCCASIONS ( Read more... )

Ha- its saturday morning and Im sitting here on the computer. I know Im a dork ( Read more... )

Well I just called josh and as usual it was pointless.
 I dont even know why I care any more. I wish I could just realize that he doesnt have feelings for me anymore and move on. damn
I mean the crap he gives me....if any other guy gave me that BS i would ( Read more... )

Well I just called josh and as usual it was pointless.
I dont even know why I care any more. I wish I could just realize that he doesnt have feelings for me anymore and move on. damn
I mean the crap he gives me....if any other guy gave me that BS i would forget about them right then...but for some reason i believe josh when he tells me stuff...
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*SIGH ( Read more... )

Today was fun. Staying in the gym was a lot of fun and hanging out eith everyone. Oh yeah, Brooklyn and I looked so stupid! We tried talking to this guy (Ryan Wetzle?) and we wanted to see if he was the guy that we hung out with at the pool...but of course he was really drunk that night so he wouldnt rememver any way. But he had no idea what we ( Read more... )

WoW! Last nite was fun I stayed at Brooklyns house and we as usual had an awesome time! Scott, Josh, and Ben came and picked us up and at first it was OK then Josh was being an asshole and I wanted to cry ( Read more... )

OMG im so scared i just sent scott a message and i dont no when he will get it or what he will think of it but im scared. hopefully he doesnt think im extremely strange especially since i barely no him but i really needed to talk to him and i think he is great but now im scared of what he will think...hmmm....oh well i really need to talk to him

What does it really mean to be "talking" to someone ( Read more... )

Oh, and I also think Shane and Nick are great.