moodiful.
isn't life moodiful?
Recently...
I would like to thank Scott for reaching out during the funeral.
I would like to thank my father for helping me out more than he's able.
I would like to thank my mother for providing Frost and I with food.
I would like to thank Allan, Devon, and Steven for allowing Frost and I to stay here.
I would like to thank Frost for protecting me.
I would like to thank my brother Chris for keeping his dog a safe distance away from me.
I would like to thank my mother for bringing Chris back even though I'm not used to him yet.
I would like to thank Gary for letting me know I can talk to him anytime.
I would like to thank Neal for ... wow ... all the times he's listened to me.
I would like to thank Frost for loving me.
I would like to thank certain friends (Frost, Neal and Gary) for talking me back on track when I just give up.
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I live each day as if I were on my deathbed, I tell the people I love, how much I love them, what I'll feel when they're gone, always honest. Maybe I see why this is annoying rolf lol. I just don't see why someone would rather decieve and not be themselves when this is all we've got. Sure, I believe that another life comes after this one, but who you are now - you've only got this one shot to reach out to others and yourself. So, although I may make people roll their eyes, and sigh. At least they know how I feel, and they've got true memories to keep with them after I'm gone. They'll look back and maybe have a good laugh over how much grief they gave me over being so loving. ;)
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A living funeral is something I want my husband to throw me.
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Finally, I'm thankful for the memories that you all have given me. And even though I may never see Frost again, maybe these two years will be all we have. I'm thankful that I got the kisses from his lips, that I got his hugs, found the secret within his smile, and shared his laughter. Also, I'm glad I got to sex him, but shhh that's hush hush. I'm thankful for the role model Neal so often turned out to be for me, even though he doesn't know it and prolly won't read this ;) Even though I don't hang out with girls anymore, my ladies that were there for me in highschool I will never forget. You three are my sisters for all I know. Actually, I'm glad for the whole group in highschool and for my bro's Nick and Deven (still love ya guys). I don't really have that many friends but it doesn't really bother me. I'm a hella quiet person anyways :D, I'd rather dig my face into a book then drink a beer - and that suits me just fine. Mentioning Frost and Neal just means that they are the most influential people in my life. Frost is my home and my heart and Neal is my everything else, all the way to life coach :p ! I still have my best friends from my childhood up through to today, and the strength of the bonds I have made, and the sacrifices that I and they have made, make all my relationships more valuable than if I had once invited the world into my house.
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Cuddle up tight, and don't let the bed bugs bite <3
Recently...
I would like to thank Scott for reaching out during the funeral.
I would like to thank my father for helping me out more than he's able.
I would like to thank my mother for providing Frost and I with food.
I would like to thank Allan, Devon, and Steven for allowing Frost and I to stay here.
I would like to thank Frost for protecting me.
I would like to thank my brother Chris for keeping his dog a safe distance away from me.
I would like to thank my mother for bringing Chris back even though I'm not used to him yet.
I would like to thank Gary for letting me know I can talk to him anytime.
I would like to thank Neal for ... wow ... all the times he's listened to me.
I would like to thank Frost for loving me.
I would like to thank certain friends (Frost, Neal and Gary) for talking me back on track when I just give up.
...
I live each day as if I were on my deathbed, I tell the people I love, how much I love them, what I'll feel when they're gone, always honest. Maybe I see why this is annoying rolf lol. I just don't see why someone would rather decieve and not be themselves when this is all we've got. Sure, I believe that another life comes after this one, but who you are now - you've only got this one shot to reach out to others and yourself. So, although I may make people roll their eyes, and sigh. At least they know how I feel, and they've got true memories to keep with them after I'm gone. They'll look back and maybe have a good laugh over how much grief they gave me over being so loving. ;)
...
A living funeral is something I want my husband to throw me.
...
Finally, I'm thankful for the memories that you all have given me. And even though I may never see Frost again, maybe these two years will be all we have. I'm thankful that I got the kisses from his lips, that I got his hugs, found the secret within his smile, and shared his laughter. Also, I'm glad I got to sex him, but shhh that's hush hush. I'm thankful for the role model Neal so often turned out to be for me, even though he doesn't know it and prolly won't read this ;) Even though I don't hang out with girls anymore, my ladies that were there for me in highschool I will never forget. You three are my sisters for all I know. Actually, I'm glad for the whole group in highschool and for my bro's Nick and Deven (still love ya guys). I don't really have that many friends but it doesn't really bother me. I'm a hella quiet person anyways :D, I'd rather dig my face into a book then drink a beer - and that suits me just fine. Mentioning Frost and Neal just means that they are the most influential people in my life. Frost is my home and my heart and Neal is my everything else, all the way to life coach :p ! I still have my best friends from my childhood up through to today, and the strength of the bonds I have made, and the sacrifices that I and they have made, make all my relationships more valuable than if I had once invited the world into my house.
...
Cuddle up tight, and don't let the bed bugs bite <3