It occurred to Spock that his body may not have been changing for no reason. That, by some surprise, there was some purpose for all of this, and that his erratic sleep schedule and diet were not coincidental or unrelated in any way. The internal demands to organize his new-found home should not have been taken as an independent event, either. Taken
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Spock had never felt more Vulcan in his life, though he probably wouldn’t recall this in the future.
Out in the hall, on the second floor landing, he shouldered a wall as he fumbled with the communicator, trembling fingers prying open the case. Why? They were both asleep and why did he still burn, a tangible ache in his thoughts-
“Leonard.” He kept the growl from his voice-wouldn’t do to scare the prey from the nest. “Leonard. It is Jim, at my ha-kel.” The perfect lure, so easy to choose. “He needs you. I need you.”
The communicator dropped from his hand to the floor, unworthy of his attention now that he could picture the prize on the horizon. He slunk down the staircase, all quiet footsteps and movements.
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Jim had rented a cycle, no surprise - not that Bones would have ever begrudged him that, whatever made Jim happy... and it gave him full access to the car, which was important, as the lack of oxygen and higher gravity made walking less fun in this hot environment. Bones would never be fond of space, but there was a time each afternoon when the sun was beating down on him that he wished for the cool, even, regulated environmental controls of the EnterpriseDriving the path to Spock's place seemed longer than last time, all sorts of scenarios in his head. Maybe they'd been training again, something gone wrong. Maybe the cycle had flipped ( ... )
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The door couldn't open fast enough. Yet as fast as his heart beat, as much as his mind flailed (twowantthree wantwantwant), his body ready to jump, when he saw Leonard, his muscles stilled completely. Spock hardly drew breath, eyes staring unblinking at Leonard.
Leonard, who was within reach. His hand twitched.
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Bones' agitation kicked up a notch at the look in Spock's eye. Something was fucking wrong, but even now, his thoughts were centered around Jim. Absently Bones touched his med kit, hoping whatever it was wasn't too bad.
"Where is he?"
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His thoughts hummed in satisfaction, even amongst the other things crowding in his mind. Just one more, so close...
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The temptation was too great.
His body pressed up against Leonard's back, arms latching tight and unyielding around his torso and arms. Spock didn't answer his question -- he was beyond answering questions now -- and nosed at Leonard's neck, breathing in his scent like he was starving for it.
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"Let go of me," he growled quietly, wriggling as much as he could, which was not much. "Let me go see if he's okay."
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Finally, his foot caught on a corner and he managed to stop the forward progress, but freed himself just enough to turn around and look into Spock's face. Never had he seen eyes that wild - not that day on the bridge when he was attacking Jim. Not when he asked Bones to push him past his limits. He looked like an animal, feral and wild.
Now he was really scared. "What's wrong with you?!"
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He said it aloud, he screamed it in his/their head as he stared back at the stranger pinning him down. Something was terribly wrong with Spock, maybe he'd hit his head, maybe some creature had attacked him, maybe-
Oh fuck.
Like a shock of cold water it hit him, all at the same time. The sleepiness, the cravings, the little symptoms that Spock had been complaining about, that he could see evidenced now. Pon farr Fuck, he'd even considered and dismissed the idea as 'not possible'. Well, it looked fucking possible now.
But even then, this was wrong. Spock didn't want him like that, didn't want him for this. Nyota, yes, she was the one he belonged with, Jim even, Spock and Jim had that thing between them that Bones didn't like to think about-
Jim. Where was Jim? Jim's bike was outside, Jim was around here somewhere... Spock was injured. "Where's Jim?" he screamed, trying even harder to get away now, unable to get his hands out of Spock's grip. His legs were slipping as they scrambled to get away from Spock's body, pushing ( ... )
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Spock closed the distance between them again with silent steps.
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"Think about what you're doing. This isn't right, Spock." Scrambing behind the island, his eyes darted around, looking for something, anything, keeping as far away from the Vulcan as he could. Maybe get him talking. Get him to see what he was doing. "You're hurt. I can help you."
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"Leonard." He said his name again, facing him from the other side of the island. "You are my mate." The growl was there in the undercurrents of his voice again. The requirements of such a title were self-evident.
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Another thought in his head. "Where is she? She's not hurt?" he asked. Fuck, this was getting worse by the moment.
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