somewhere between the growing up, I forgot.

i forgot when it was important to grow up and be mature.

i forgot when it was important to just have fun being seventeen.

and somewhere along the lines? I switched the two.

no more, I tell you.
because this is just high school.
and that is la dee dah.
          ___g

to copy kelsey:

Dear Prom-
       I wish you would stop harrassing me. Part of me is glad that everyone is talking about you so much, because you're going to be absolutely fabulous this year, if I do say so myself. The other part of me is kinda sick of hearing about it already. All I hear is rush, rush, rush. i've heard that the world might end ( Read more... )

dear world,
what the hell is your problem?
my sister is one of the most beautiful, inspiring, 
strongest, true-to-herself girls in all of your 
existence. so why do you keep giving her your crap?
she doesn't deserve any of this.
she never has.
so why don't you get over yourself
and just see her the way I do??
-g.

sometimes i'm a brat.

okay. a lot of times i'm a brat.
and i'm not saying this for dramatic effect.

but i'm a really really really insanely blessed brat.
so thank you, thank you, thank you to all of you who put up with me.
i know i push it sometimes.

as long as i know you're trying, long as i know you care, long as we face forever...
we can do anything, ( Read more... )

I went to the walk-in last night because i felt absolutely miserable yesterday, my voice was gone, and mrs. ward was pretty much pissed that my singing was less-than top-notch. They took my temp, which was running 102- probably why i was freezing all day long.

I was afraid it was strep, but thankfully, that test came back negative.
the flu test, ( Read more... )

this week
has been
research
paper
hell.

I quit after the third major point- and bivins will never know. [mwahaha.]

but you know what?
it's okay-

por que el equipo de bailar (o Nikki y Whitney y mi) iremos al Puerto Rico y encontraremos los chicos guapos, simpaticos, y amables.
por que los chicos en Centennial estan feos ye antipaticos y tantos. y ellos ( Read more... )

I'm supposed to be that tough girl that gets over things quickly.

i'm supposed to be s t r o n g e r than this.

and the thing is? I'm not.
because this really really hurts.

[instructions: list your six current favorite songs
then, tag six of your favorite people to do the same.]

gosh darn it- I've been tagged.

songone- Rain- pattygriffin [absolute fave for my mood lately.]
songtwo- We Belong Together- gavindegraw [even though Tristan and Isolde was slightly disappointing]
songthree- A Fond Farewell- arihest
songfour- ( Read more... )

It hasn't been a very good weekend.

In fact, it's been pretty awful.

Nathan broke up with me for reasons unstated, in a way that's utterly appalling.
for his sake, I wont post it on the internet, but you may ask if you like.

I feel so stupid for falling for him in the first place- for wanting it to work out so badly.

but what kills me? I had friends ( Read more... )

I know I shouldn't be upset.
I'm so lucky.

But I can't stop crying.
like, hardcore sobbing.

and I'm really ashamed.