Goodbye

[ctowncass04]

Well this is it.... I can't do it anymore......... I guess up, on everything, not just relationships, but life its self...... I finally popped the question to Jesica, and I didn't get a defenit "no" but how she has been avoiding me, lets me know, she don't want me. and I dont blame her......I mean look at me....... and then look at her. All I know

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[blkchrrybard]

well, until you talk to her and get some straight (pardon the phrase) answers...don't go flushing yourself down the tubes.
Talk to her first. ::soft smile::

Find out what's in her head.

[ctowncass04]

I have been trying to ever since then, she never answers my calls, text, e-mails, or AIM

[sinful_bliss08]

Cassie, first off, let me say that you didn't scare me off or whatever when you "popped the question". Infact, I thought it was really sweet to know that you loved me that much. But like I said then, it's not a yes, but it's defiently not a no. Okay, secondly, I'm sorry for acting the way I have lately. I know it seems like I've been avoiding you but you have no earthly idea what's been going on here lately!! It's absolutely crazy!!!!!! Yeah, I do need to talk about things to someone and I can do it more through typing or texting, but I'm up to my limit with texts this month...that's one reason I haven't been writing you back. My mom said that if I go over texts again this month, she's taking my phone. Why don't I talk on the phone? B/c I shy up, and you know that. *lol* When we use to talk on the phone, you know how I'd get all quiet and stuff...so I know I wouldn't be able to talk about anything. But I dunno what to do. I do know that it's not fair at all to keep you waiting and guessing like this. Heck, it drives me insane too. But

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

[ctowncass04]

Jessie I am not mad at you.... I cold never be mad at you. I love you....Well hun E-mail me whats been going on. If we cant be together right now I still wanna be apart of your life..... I'm sorry if I have added stress to your problems..... It just seemed that way... I understand about the text thing, but I e-mailed you and everything, I love you sooo very much and the only reason I have been acting like this is cause I care and I am scared I lost you.....I dont wanna be the reason you lose your phone.....I know you shy up, but thats one thing I love about you, its sooo cute.... But you dont have to be shy, I mean I am too when ever I talk to you, I'm sooo scared I'll sound stupid.....And I wanna be with you too, and I understand that right now you need time, and thats part of the reason we are not together.... But I dont mind waiting for you, you're well worth the wait...... I'd walk to the ends of the Earth for you..... No hun you dont have a funny way of showing it.... Each person shows it differently..... I just wanna be there