i have 9 yes 9 dollars and to me thats a lot of money. but i don't really know what to do with it, i have some ideas i.e. dixie mae, hah ha. i pretty much just got back from harwich, well an hour or two ago it's really nice to have a place to retreat from the heat. i wish i was here though, but whateves. maybe my mom and dad will go to harwich ( Read more... )

the devil has infiltrated my house, and the damage has not gone unnoticed

right now i am somewhere on the west coast, at a gay man's house whose married to a woman and has a boyfriend who is here also. i am going to eat rabbit on easter and there are two little girls behind me whispering about me being strange. all the other adults are getting drunk. this i think will be an easter to remember

i tried fishing through old posts trying to fit some pieces together but damn you for covering your bases, damn you're good.

i got home at 8 in the pm today, having to walk home from emmy's. we played mastermind and watched napolean dynamite. i mean studied trig. well i got home and my mom made pasta. which i can't eat given the wheat thing. so i make myself some rice noodles and use the rest of my peanut sauce which wasn't mush since my sister decided to use most of it ( Read more... )

la lala la la la i hope we get a snowday!!!! we we on't cause newton sucks and we never get snowdays but i hope i can can this feeling so that it will last yay! i hope i wish apon a shooting star i almost said start hah i want to start my movie. bye

day four of this miserable bird flu, not really but i feel like shit. i have been asleep for pretty mush 3 days and somehow i am still tired. friday i was delusional i kept seeing things

well hopefully a trip to savers will cure me.

i have been sitting in front of this screen for 2 hours, he's going the distance, that is depressing. maybe it's the what?! i could go for some WAG

so on sunday i fasted. i guess for no particular reason just cause i was still a little crazy if you partook in my day friday. anyways it was amazing how much it effected me. i was pissed at anything, and i just sat around all day read and drank water. i would have gone longer than a day cause i was going on a whole thing how we have conditioned ( Read more... )

yesterday was amazing. 12 hours of complete awareness. caitlin i will never forget jumping off the bridge and getting lost in the woods in complete darkness. that needs to be a constant. i hate that this can't happen everyday. emmy next time you won't be sick and you can join in on the fun.