Fighting all night long.

My spouse did our taxes wrong again and now we owe the State of Oregon almost $4,000.

Still think I didn't marry the wrong person?

Took Alan's advice and applied for a job. I don't know if they will even call me.

Olivia is really making good friends here. Makes me happy to see that.

I don't give a shit about the rest.

I just wish I could stop thinking about dying for awhile.

I am lonely.

I don't belong here.

I need a shit-load of money.

I am watching "Project Runway." God, I love that show.

Last night I slept on the couch.

Michael got drunk last night.

This morning we spoke of divorce.

I took my ring off.

He cried.

I feel numb.

Sometimes I don't think I will ever be satisfied. Michael has totally let me down in the present. Rick totally let me down in the past. I just wish things would work out the way they are promised to me. Things have to change or bad things are going to happen.

BEND FUCKING SUCKS

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