I went to Applebees tonight with 4 gay guys. It was the most awkward event of my life ( Read more... )

As I was getting up this morning, My mom called me and asked if I was dressed and ready to go to Church and I said yes, all I had to do was put my pants on, get my coat and walk out the door. She said that Joe was bringing Olivia home after early church, and she threw up all over the car. She wanted me to go over there and hold Olivia, and keep her ( Read more... )

I remember now what it felt like to be really on fire for God... I miss Tim Soooooo much. I had so much life, so much spirituality, so much ambition. I really wish I still had that.

I drove to Ft Wayne today to see my old Youth Director. He lives in Georgia, but was in Ft Wayne for a visit, so I decided to head there for a little bit to see him. It' ( Read more... )

I'm tired of boys who make me cry
They cheat on me and they tell me lies

This part of the song is exactly how I'm feeling right now.

The one I love will never stray
When he sees other girls he looks away

I want one of these, except I don't want him to be gay like the song suggests...

I wish I knew whether or not to pursue anything :-( It's probably best if I don't.... but I really want to ( Read more... )

I ordered a beer last night without anyone forcing me to drink it... I got it, and Actually enjoyed it.

I really want to sing.... just sing...

He was a boy
She was a girl

Can I make it any more obvious?
He was a punk
She did ballet
What more can I say?

He wanted her
She'd never tell secretly she wanted him as well
But all of her friends
Stuck up their nose
They had a problem with his baggy clothes

He was a skater boy
She said see ya later boy
He wasn't good enough for her
She had a pretty face
But her ( Read more... )

I got my hair cut last night at the Aveda Institute last night. I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE it sooooo much.
When I got there, I had a picture to show the girl, and she said "I can definitely do that, and I think it's going to look absolutely wonderful on you." This was after she said 3 times how great my color was on me.
She was very talkative, which ( Read more... )

not a lot's been happening ( Read more... )