Miami is great, but I don't think I could live here...at this stage in my life anyway. I'd get into a lot of trouble and enjoy myself doing it ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting in rachel's bed dividing my attention between a fort being constructed and vanity fair (the movie not the magazine). Anyhow, it's been an incredibly relaxed day and I enjoyed it thoroughly. Rachel and I are going to get our haircuts tomorrow afternoon once I get off work and then we leave for miami on thursday morning. It'll be good ( Read more... )

in talking to cassidy last night i realized how big my dreams are. bigger than i expected and more important to me than i thought they were. i have to be patient. i  only have two years left in this town and then i'm off to bigger and better things. i'm off to begin putting in action the things i've learned.

i just want to go on already.

fin.

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i didn't do so well with following all of my mother's advice today. i'll admit. didn't smile too much i was actually pretty hateful, but harispray helped. kinda.

rach comes home tomorrow.

sarah and i cleaned to apartment today and i feel a lot better about its state. it's fresh and doesn't smell so funny...this could be because the mountain of trash ( Read more... )

she really is full of all kinds of wisdom, that rachel. it's unfortunate that i had to wait to talk to her until this morning. yes, this sucks, but in the end its for the best and at least i learned that i'm not doomed. that i'm not incapable of showing emotion. that it is still possible for me to open up and experience all the joys that come with ( Read more... )

it's time to put down the sword and pick up the hammer.

lumber's cheap but brick is sturdier, i'll even splurge on some gold spray paint for decoration. it'll encourage me to keep it around.

fin.

i have no money. it's really a consequence of my own decisions and i know that.

i need my best friend back. i need her here. it's hit me today. i need time in the bathroom with her. it's almost like a confessional in there.

blehblehbleh.

fin.

sarah and i have nothing to do today. nothing. i mean, i guess i could wash clothes. pick up a shift at work. go to the pool. truth is: i 'm fine with nothing today. totally, because once school starts, these days are out the window ( Read more... )

birth control can suck it.

my blackberry is up and running. thank goodness. bad news? i now have to pay a good chunk of money to my parents every month because of the mandatory broadband package. lame.

sorry for the emo overanalytical crap earlier. it's the bc. i've decided.

fin.

if you weren't at buffington's tonight, be jealous that me, cassidy, jody, bailey, jamie, and chris were. it was karoke turned hip hop night and everyone cut a pretty fuckin' serious rug. i love that bar and tonight was a pleasant suprise.

i have to work tomorrow and i'm out of make-up. shit.

fin.