this is an entry about if you analyze how you're friends with certain people. its pretty weird. i don't have alot of time, but i want to think about this, so im gonna write a few people down ( Read more... )

my life's pretty good. i like how im beginning to say things i really feel. just outloud, to whoever. i've wasted too much time not being direct or saying What I Feel. but im still not all the way there yet ( Read more... )

yo okay
im really drunk and somejow made it into my house

2 beerd for me and ty under tje c.optj box not 711 but awaa

luars pretty

and

erica gfave me a ridew home

meg i sfuckin with hgabe

krsiten mccarthy is a fucking slut and went to hgo chill wiht svitak.

we hate her
i do

so, theres alot to say i guess. alot of things just roll right off, ever since retreat. i update way too much, and took off all my friends on my site. so i don't read anyone else's anymore, just my own. i'm growing distant from everyone ( Read more... )

really weird day. slept in until 12. walked up to cherokee, and just got there as everyone was pouring out. different perspective of kids leaving school. the nervousness and awkardness of high school is over-rated. I just walked in and was all wet and walked around with my cd player until i found kerry. we put up signs. i went around until ( Read more... )

updating again ( Read more... )

so i the retreat went pretty good. there's alot of things i could talk about. it was good and bad being with the same people for so long. i got alot better understanding of other people, but i don't feel that they got the same of me. which is the only thing i regret ( Read more... )

not about my day entry ( Read more... )

people never like me as much as they do when they first meet me. i can't really determine why, maybe its because i used to be really depressing, maybe its things like this livejournal. but i just think people don't believe im as genuine as i appear to be. can i actually really care about you, more than i care about myself? well i put myself ( Read more... )

so the objective to have as much energy and a.d.d. to compete with these crazy people has started ( Read more... )