the scariest thing happened to me today in health class today. well first off i felt sick, and anything about veins and shit, for some reason really makes me nausious. im a much more of a thinker than a physical person. and so i just think about it, and i don't know, it just makes me feel uneasy. its not blood at all, because blood doesnt ( Read more... )

today i was tired and not much in the mood to talk to anyone, but i pulled myself out of it. but i didnt really talk loud today at all. (and ive decided that if you don't acknowledge my existance in school, you don't deserve the privledge to know me out of school. so this means don't talk to me if you're not gonna Talk to me, if you know what i ( Read more... )

Then again, you're always first when no one's on your side
But, then again, a day will come when I want off that ride.

Eleven a.m.,
By now you would think that I would be up
But my bedsheets shade the heat of choices I've made
And what did I find?
I never thought I could want someone so much
'Cause now you're not here and I'm knee deep in that old fear.
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10 Firsts ( Read more... )

hi, this is straightforward entry about my day ( Read more... )

until november 2nd im done writing things in here that are about thoughts. like theories and ideas i have, because sometimes i think i know what im talking about, while other times i think i know nothing. my thoughts are so contradicting, and complete opposites of eachother thats its hard to write or describe so im done until then. maybe ill ( Read more... )

to things that are important to you, sometimes saying nothing is better.
other times saying something about something important to you is crucial.

you need the judgement to learn how to pick your battles.
if you never fight any battles you're a pushover.
if you fight all of them you'll burn yourself out.

well my life lately has been interesting, full of random people who like me. and not forgetting those who thought they were too good for me in the past. i've been fulfilling the revolution of ditching most of the "girl friends". mostly because theyre gay. seriously, you can not twirl me around your finger anymore. i dont value many of the ( Read more... )

this is a stream-of-consciouness. so bare with it if you're gonna read it at all ( Read more... )

there's a will inside people, in their eyes. sometimes its burned out, sometimes its turned off, but never all the way. but sometimes it is ( Read more... )