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i feel like a total ass ( Read more... )

i made a complete ass out of myself..

turns out amber did come home tonight.. thank god.. cuz i was going fucking crazy...

i was wrong to even question our relationship...

well ig2g brush my "cuban pizza breath"

should i be so worried that ambers going to leave me like i left tess... yeah i guess i should ( Read more... )

ive got a lot of shit to do today and like zero motivation ( Read more... )

im bored.. its 1:30 in the mornin.. and im wide awake like normal..
but im going to go take a unisom and pass out so i can get up kinda early and go to my dad's house.


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ive had a crazy ass day today

heres the skinny:
1. mr charles went WWIII on me and cursed me out
2. tess never wants to hear from me again
3. i ate a lot of sleeping pills shes desided to move to biloxi
4. shay and angie hooked up (congrats dustybear!)
5. angie wants us to seperate in a few months..

heres the breakdown:1. amber ran off with my ( Read more... )

i think kalem put this song on my comp.. i hear it on the radio every now and then..

i think i want to tat "soul survivor" across my stomach or sholder blades

( Lyrics )

yesterday was like the perfect lazy day ( Read more... )

so yesterday at work i ended up writing amber this three page letter about how she made me feel used, when she just kind of didnt care to hold me or talk to me after we had sex for the first time. after she read it, she made me come sit in her car with her and talk about it. she apologized and i let a few tears drop.. and we hugged and made up ( Read more... )