so i was reading brittany's live journal mis cubface... and ( Read more... )

That's right no title this time. So this whole week has been filled with finals and it's been, quite possibly, one of the best. There's something about not having class that just makes each day sweeter then when you did have to drag yourself to class. So... what's been happening? Well, for one, my scene for acting (my final, essentially) was due ( Read more... )

So someone please tell me why I've become such a procrastinator? It's gotten really bad. I like to think it's the weather. So I don't think I put in any of the journals that the rash I was bitching about was actually Shingles. Fun stuff. Funny thing is I can only get it from stress, which I find odd because I thought I was doing a pretty good job ( Read more... )

Funny how sometimes you get into these little things. You start thinking about yourself and just life in general and you find yourself getting really deep and what not. Most of the times I think I'd rather not think so much or get so introspective, but then again I wouldn't come to any conclusions about myself or anything else if I didn't now would ( Read more... )

Grrr Grrr and more Grrr. It's almost five in the morning and what am I doing up? I have no clue myself. In one hour and twenty minutes I have to get dressed to go on a two hour scuba expedition. Grr. Seriously why can't I fucking sleep? Ever. Why can't I feel normal? Ever. So there's this rash thing on my back now, which only adds to the current ( Read more... )

So this is really just an entry to postpone any work that I may have to do. I found out Betsy reads this and loves it when I mention her so let me tell you a little bit about Betsy. Betsy is the one dating Lars, seriously every single German I've ever met has been so incredibly nice and he is no exception to the rule. And just to answer your ( Read more... )

So, I was reading Madison't latest journal entry and I was thinking about how she was talking about bands that save us and help us get through those really rough times or just any time in general. It made me think of my allegiance to Everclear and how I lack the second volume to Songs From An American Movie. I haven't even bothered to listen to it ( Read more... )

Finally I feel at peace. I know it took a while and there are reasons for that, but whatever I use my own judgements and I follow my own time. Sorry if that impeded anyone else's but you know what I have duties to myself and I will take my sweet time. Weekend update later.

Man. That movie. Closer. That fucking movie. I don't know what to make of it except for the fact that if you have ever been in any sort of romantic relationship you will get something out of that movie. There were so many things that you can just click with and you think, "Holy shit, that's how it is isn't it?" Then again there are other completely ( Read more... )

I'm so fucking sick of everything. People keep telling me the same shit over and over again and you know what? It does nothing. Trying to be ok for everyone. Putting my wants on hold for something that just isn't there. I want to tell people my wants and what it is that I'm feeling right now, but I can't because that'll make me a selfish bitch. ( Read more... )