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[cubiclefever]

I know I'm not idealizing you, because I am and have idealized other people. It is not the same. I'm doing so much better now, though, regardless of what I have said, I am and as usual, will be, yours if you want, because you never forget the ones that get away

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[vampyreranger]

I know I don't comment as much as I should and I apologize for that. But part of growing up and into yourself is realizing that people make mistakes and will never be perfect. I know it's hard to feel like you're throwing yourself out there for no one to catch, but sometimes you have to brave that awful leap. Because you have to remember that we're just as afraid as you are. The Universe tends to unfold in mysterious ways.

[cubiclefever]

To be honest, the part about commenting, etc was the least important bit. There's a difference between expectations of perfection and wanting someone to care. My point is, there isn't any reason to be afraid.

[vampyreranger]

There isn't any reason to be afraid but we're all afraid all the time. And when I said people will never be perfect I mean people cannot read minds. People do care about you but without you telling us we can't know that you want us to begin a conversation or be demonstratively affectionate.

And, to be honest I really feel like you were very bitchy to me. I was just trying to understand and be supportive. No one but you knows the whole story, so you didn't have to be so harsh.

[cubiclefever]

Well, I wasn't meaning to be bitchy to you. I was explaining how I felt, and still am trying to because I don't think you're getting what I mean. I understand the things you're telling me, and I know that... This post even, was in no way directed toward you, but the people I've been friends with on here for 1+ years.

[denumonte]

you'll be moving in the same time as me. We will have nothing but slumber parties, good times, and cookies. And darling, I love you, and think you are you. And you do it well.