last night:
went to Secret Lives & He is Legend.
saw alot of people.
met some new people.
wanted to kick alot of people.
missed David.
still do

went to the bowling alley.
almost jumped some people.
sang along and danced to really old music.
went to Denny's.
went back to Ambers.
sleep.

today:
came home.
bored as shit

we stopped talking on an akward note.
and even during that short amount of time before things were cleared up.
my heart sank.

I think I'm going through withdrawl.
but he's my favorite addiction.

...you're the brightest shining star I've ever seen

Last night was insane
Happy birthday Allie.
Happy Thanksgiving guys.

I miss you David♥

something a little odd happened tonight.

i dont know what to think about it.

because for awhile it was all i wanted.

DavidDecusati♥

i've began to regret,
not sticking with it,
and having a normal highschool life.
im missing out on alot
=(

i have a uneasy feeling in the pit of my stomach.

why cant i let myself be happy without the worry?

[Edit]
he almost has me talked out of going to Cali the 19th.

i get to see David
in 2 1/2 hours.

im shaking in anticipation.

=)!!

[UPDATE]

long night short.
he's amazing.

and that my friends.
is all you need to know. =)

I FUCKING HATE MY JOB!
so if you know anywhere that will hire me.
lettt me know.
BAH
I MISS MY BABY SO FUCKING MUCH
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