the nights

[cuddlebabyjess]

last night i fell apart......competely.......i can make it throught the days with few problems but the nights......the nights are the hardest times.....the nights i lose, i crumble and fall........i don't wanna spend hours in bed crying each night.......i don't want you to have to deal with me like this.......i don't wanna be like this.......i know

Comments

[punkrawkjamie]

neener neener boo boo...

dont be sad, ya doo doo

i wuv you

[cuddlebabyjess]

jamie you're so silly......it's kinda hard to be sad with you around being all goofy and shit......but alas sometimes it does happen but it's nice to be able to get it all out here......i wuv you too

[punkrawkjamie]

tee hee!! i do what i can...and what im good at

i love you...

let me know if you need to talk

<3

[cuddlebabyjess]

i know you do and are and i'm so glad for it.....you're an amazing person as well as friend.....you're always there for me when i need you and for that i am eternally gratefull.....same goes for you

i'm sorry you hurt

[polkadotafi6]

you hold me together.

do you have nightmares. i do.

i love you, keep it together. that song made me teary eyed. beautifully horrible

Re: i'm sorry you hurt

[cuddlebabyjess]

i'm sorry we both have to hurt right now cause i know it's not just me.......we hold each other together......without you i wouldn't be able to go on to face another day........i don't really have nightmares because i spend too many nights crying my self to sleep that i'm too exhausted for anything else......it's a very deep sleep.....nothing in nothing out no function......i pass out.......what are you nightmares about?......i'm sorry you have them.......i love you too......i will......we will.....stay strong for me pooh......we can make it......i told you......it makes me cry......as you said beautifully horrible.........keep smiling sweetness.......i'm here

Re: i'm sorry you hurt

[polkadotafi6]

we'll hold strong. my nightmares are previous insidents and worries of something happening again. i should worry through but i cant help it. i love you too. dont cry when i'm not there to wipe away the tears.

Re: i'm sorry you hurt

[cuddlebabyjess]

yes we will.....with a little help from our friends.....nothing's ever going to happen to you again.....i won't let it......i'll protect you....... you can't change what happened.......thinking and dreaming about it will only upset you......i know it's hard but you can't dwell on it so much......one day this will all be over and you won't think about it anymore....." i should worry through but i cant help it." i don't understand, can you clear that up for me?.......you're adorable.......i'm trying not to cry so much......same goes for you