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Jan 16, 2006 01:01

cleaned out my journal. only left a few things that made me smile. it was depressing reading the things i posted in the past. makes me shake my head and think "did i really write that? could i really have been so horribly pathetic in every way?" i'm almost surprised the friends i had then are still my friends today. how did you guys ever put up ( Read more... )

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astrid696 January 16 2006, 07:33:18 UTC

::Hugs::

cuddlemunkey January 16 2006, 23:35:45 UTC

thanks.

astrid696 January 17 2006, 00:29:37 UTC

Ur welcome :)

deleted stuff bouncingbean January 16 2006, 19:25:39 UTC

wow. you deleted a ton of stuff.

Re: deleted stuff cuddlemunkey January 16 2006, 23:35:32 UTC

it was addicting. just kept deleting and deleting till it was all gone.

pointless_sage January 16 2006, 19:42:40 UTC

happens

pointless_sage January 16 2006, 19:44:08 UTC

by the way.... whyd you delete it? I mean, I know you dont agree with what you said then... but its still part of who you are... and why you think the way you do now.

bouncingbean January 16 2006, 20:58:48 UTC

i always do that. i have all these ripped out pages from old journals.

cuddlemunkey January 16 2006, 23:34:59 UTC

it's still part of what i am now. what's it matter if there is a physical record of it?

knbonaparte January 16 2006, 20:03:07 UTC

and now it's going to happen again

bouncingbean January 16 2006, 20:59:15 UTC

ooooh.

pointless_sage January 16 2006, 23:22:30 UTC

repitition is inevitable in a behavior youve always had... so. Pj probably agrees.

cuddlemunkey January 16 2006, 23:33:56 UTC

not so much. i'm not some incredibly insecure constantly depressed 17 year old kid anymore.