Mother was hospitalized two weeks and a half ago. Stayed in bed for a week and a half and just as she started feeling better my sister caught bronchitis and she has been absent from school all this week. Every four hours my sister has to receive oxygen from a machine for 10-12 minutes and it’s sad to see her hooked on that thing. I hope they all ( Read more... )

When I listen to these tunes I am taken back to joyful summer nights and endless sunrises. How I miss that state of mind, temporary yes it was, but I would do just about anything to experience it. I would say I had never been happier and that I loved my life. I was in love with my friendships and bliss filled my thoughts. A part of me still smiles ( Read more... )

La necesidad de ser querida es mucho mas grande que optener amigos o una educacion. Que seria de la gente si el amor no existiera? No tuvieramos historia ni valores, mucho menos una idea de quien somos. Me gustaria identificarme con la gente que vive su vida pura. Dandole importancia a las cosas que tienen valor. Nunca me he sentido mas confundida ( Read more... )

I want to go to these shows: 
*Dresden Dolls-10/24
Social Distortion-10/25
Tilly and the Wall-10/30
*Regina Spektor-11/17
*Joanna Newsom-11/19
Imogen Heap-11/19

*I won't miss for anything.

Reply here if you want to come with me to any of those, cus I'm gonna need some company.

PS-I can't believe that Regina and Joanna are coming two days apart, it's gonna ( Read more... )

Lake night
I see a fucking snake/monster coming out of the lake!!!!!!!
Smoking
Sleeping with someone you'd been admiring from afar for 2 years
Seeing that person only twice after that
Screaming at ducks
Laying on the parking lot at 4am with the dearest friends listening to Azure Ray
Loosing your shoes
Getting dropped off by lover. Crying at 3am under the ( Read more... )

I haven't felt this calm in a long time. I also feel extreme melancholy. Today my parents and my little sister were looking at photo albums so I joined them, I saw pictures from my parents' wedding, from my baptism, my sister's first birthday, my brother taking a nap with my cousin when they were just days old. I remember when my grandmother passed ( Read more... )

Today six years ago I was anxiously waiting to arrive in FL. I never knew I would stay in the United States for so long. I always pictured myself graduating with my friends, surrounded by my family. Now, things are different. I don't know what to write because I won't make sense. I know life changes and it changes so we can grow up and learn, but ( Read more... )

I forgot to do this, yesterday was Ryan's birthday.

so
HAPPY 20TH. MUAH!

You're getting old. I like it!

I remember when you were 17 and you wore that green shirt all the time
you still do.

It's been really nice knowing you for so long, I hope when you're famous you won't forget your favorite Colombian.

K BIRTHDAY KISSES.

I've been so tired lately. Physically, mentally and emotionally tired. I sleep all day. I take 3 hr naps during the day and read all night. I look like shit. I need to sleep more.

[I want someone, I hate liking and not being liked back, which seems to be happening a lot lately. I know I'm hard to get to know, but deal with it, that's what makes me ( Read more... )

"The inside jokes weren't jokes anymore. They had become stories. Nobody brought up the bad names or the bad times. And nobody felt sad as long as we could postpone tomorrow with more nostalgia." Damn, how I relate to that. I love it when I read books that explain exactly how I feel or what I'm thinking.

Many of my good, best friends are gone now ( Read more... )