October is at an end...

[cuiel_rilwen]

...and it's been 4 months since my last update. I guess my life quieted down a bit...and even if I've had thoughts that needed airing it's not like there are a lot of people who read me in here. Or anywhere really. So I just keep it to myself instead

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[ladyithildiel]

Heh, I have been remiss with posting in here, as well, but I'm always around, and definitely only a message/email away!;)

RL is evil, sigh, that much is true,but we're all close in our hearts, so the internet is not the only way to find one another!;)

Glad life has quieted down a bit for you, sweet one, it was about time for some peace, indeed!*glomps*

I hope all goes well with the doctors-I'm scared of them even when I have a simple cold, sigh!:pA lot of people feel depleted though, the past few months or so, no idea what that's about or why we feel so dead tired all of a sudden!:(

[cuiel_rilwen]

It certainly was time for some peace of mind. :) I had enough drama to last for ages!

Really? Maybe it's something cosmic...that drains us! lol

[cuiel_rilwen]

No we can't go back for sure. We can only move forwards, and maybe find something else to share if we're lucky. :) I suppose you're right in musing that the elves must feel like this all the time. It must become a way of life when you live on and on.

Yes there is always hope...we can't ever loose that from sight. The emotions ran so high...I think we're all a little scared of that now. I miss Wicy something horrible, I do. I'm scared that will be dulled too. For what do we have when that happens? Indifference?

I'm not so scared about this new situation now. She understands and brought it up her self. She's not the kind of person who would force info about such a relationship on me. And she's a great person, and in ways that Kriss is not, blessedly normal and mentally stable. Very sweet and caring, and with a lovely sense of humor.

I feel better but my appointment was postponed. Of course it might be stress, Eru knows I've had it. Would be a typical reaction when things quiet down eh? Still going tho. *hugs tight back*

[cuiel_rilwen]

Cloaked...that is indeed how it feels. Even if I've had some people I can talk to in need I often sense that discussing such things are perceived as unnecessary and even boring...like I should be done with it and rid of the thoughts that caused the low mood after one airing. I guess some are better at letting go than others, I can't hold that against them. And I understand it cus I sometimes feel that way myself too. I do think that the main reason for me taking so long to heal is that I felt like I lost myself when I lost my friends and my passion only brought me grief. But of course, I've never believed in running away from trouble either. To grow one must learn and to learn one must wade through the muck. My shovels are faith and patience.

I've missed our convos in here dearly and I am glad you're back. Noone here feels the same to me as you do sweetie. Have a lovely vacation, write whenever you can and feel like it. Loves you too...to bits and pieces! *hugs tight*