wow its so hard to believe las yr around this time i was a total mess with relationships...the whole kyle and jason thing...and the broken heart i wore on my sleve that matt gave me...i was tryin to find myself and wut i stood for...the more and more i look at myself i can see that soldier starting to pop out...im proud to be me..im so ashamed of ( Read more... )

well im back from the most amazing place on earth...yup...ITALY! man i had such an awesome time...i met sooo many cousins i didnt know i had...i had a blast considering there isnt an age limit to drinking...wow and the clubs were amazing....its all coreographed dance moves...i found out to of my cousins are professional dancers..they compete to hip ( Read more... )

SO IM LEAVING FOR ITALY SOON...WOW...IM GOIN TO FINALLY C WHERE MY PARENTS GREW UP...FIRSRT WE HIT PARIS THEN ITALY AND THEN SWITZERLAND....they were born in italy but grew up in different countries...my dad moved to switzerland with his family and my mom moved to france....then both families moved to canada and thats where my parents met...then ( Read more... )

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i had a very relaxing weekend...me and my poohbear got to spend the weekend together...wow! words cant even explain how amazing it was....he is the best boyfriend ever! the things he does for me...i jus know he loves me...i can c it in his eyes...we got to go to tallulah gorge and watch the falls...it was soooo freakin cute...were both scared of ( Read more... )

TODAY HAS BEEN A HARD DAY... i dont get life its so confusing...i dont know wut i want out of it anymore...apparently im a failure at life..ive made my parents unproud of my life and i feel like a failure...i feel so empty...wow my mom is right i havent accomplished anything in life...my whole life is a joke...im 20 and all i have to show for ( Read more... )

......so today ronald stopped by and taught me how to lose weight LMAO! We had a blast...when were together we get sooo stupid and come up with some funny ass shit! so we went to c meg and im talkin to her and he pulls out this big mop looking thing and starts cleaning his car at 10pm....me and megan dyed laughing....we had tears in our eyes we ( Read more... )

ok so update....i went to the gyno and they found cysts on my ovary...im in sooo much pain,its very discomforting...it sux...but apparently is has to do with my cycle....damn being a girl! ive been feelin down and sick lately...i started my new job which is sooo freakin stessful but fun..i love kids but ive realized i have no tolerance for them.... ( Read more... )

LOL ITS GREAT! A MEXICAN HOLIDAY WHERE AMERICANS CAN PARTY THERE ASSES OFF AND DRINK TIL THEY PUKE! i had a pretty good day today...i went to frontera twice today yea im a fatty! once with megan and her family...and the second time i went on lville suwannee rd to c cami and efra...(her "husband") lol...i was great! i sat at the table and ate ( Read more... )