i just copied and pasted from my blog.

[cunninghamz_]

i really need to get off the opiates. i told myself i wouldn't get this far

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[new_bird]

Firstly, I feel for you. I've never been in your exact situation, but I've seen enough people in it, and I have hit rock bottom myself perhaps in different ways. I have been at the point where it seems like there might be no return

[cunninghamz_]

well, michael only uses because well... me, mostly

[darkangel5486]

Long time no talk. I just wanted to let you know that I read your entry. It kills me to know that there is this demon that is holding you back from success in your life. You are too intelligent, too pretty, too young to let this hold you back. My suggestion: get away from the source. If that means moving to Florida, so be it. I would say that it is not so much your location as the people that you are surrounding yourself with. And I'm not pointing blame at your boyfriend, like you said he does it because you do. If you find a new place to stay, surround yourself with different people, clean up your act, save some money -- things will sort themselves out. It will be hard but you are a strong person. This should not hold you back from what you want to do in life. And trust me... you can have success in a career and success in love all at the same time.