Comments | cunninlynguist: I feel like the ultimate waste of human life.

cunninlynguist

I feel like the ultimate waste of human life.

Sep 17, 2008 23:04

Even though human life is without purpose. This is so strange.. I woke up so late today, things have been so weird. My cat stayed by my side all night. This morning (afternoon), I was sitting in the livingroom and a little yellow bird crashed into one of the big windows, and fell and landed on it's back.

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jimmy_jamma September 18 2008, 04:44:49 UTC

Good idea to wait on school. It drains you. Betty was going when we lived together, and you really have no life. You can't have a decent night unless you want to be miserable the entire next day. She was at Paul Mitchell too, but I don't think they had job placement in Orlando.

Anddd that death omen stuff is creepy. I'm glad the little bird survived. Don't die <3

carolinesvagina September 19 2008, 14:56:25 UTC

I think that the majority people are self serving, worthless, and catty. Its hard to not be the majority, and sometimes it will get lonely. like now. But you are one that nobody will ever be able to emulate, and someone who has seen life for what it is. I appreciate people like you. I appreciate YOU. You are a smart, BEAUTIFUL (and I mean gorgeous) woman who is strong mentally, and understands and appreciates the small things in this world. I swear to God you're an old woman stuck in a young body. You are intelligent and you see things without the blinders on, and that is refreshing. You make me want to do better. Don't give up, because you'd be surprised how many people look up to you. and I know how it feels to have all the people you love flake out; and to move to a new place and be surrounded by things that aren't familiar. But you be strong, even if it isn't for yourself right now. Be strong for me. Because I really, truely, honestly, think you're one of a kind and theres something inside of you that is so special, and genuine. ( ... )

carolinesvagina September 19 2008, 14:59:15 UTC

and ps. That bird is symbolism. it survived. you'll survive.

you've inspired me. as incredibly gay as that sounds. and nobody inspires me. I hate people. they're fat and sweaty.

cunninlynguist September 19 2008, 16:31:37 UTC

I love you. You are great. Much too great to be treated the way that you are by a lot of people. I'm serious, you are my bitch, and if anyone messes with you, I will not hesitate to slaughter them, because strong women (who are not overweight and sweat profusely) have to stick together!