I'm moving to Georgia in a couple of weeks. I'm looking forward to it. It's an all-around better situation. As strange as it does sound, I feel done with Gainesville. My good, solid friendships flaked out. Same shit, different place. My whole family is moving. And I get to go to the school I wanted. I'm excited to start all over all over again. I ( Read more... )

Looking up

I'm not so sure what's wrong with me. Last night, I crawled into bed crying with my mom at 5am, couldn't fall asleep until 7am, and when I woke up at 9am (two hours later), I decided to stay awake so I could sleep tonight. All day I felt so disoriented, like I put two glasses on the side of my head over my ears. Everything was really dull. I couldn ( Read more... )

I really hate rain. All it's been doing is raining for two days, because a tropical storm came through. Although I have to admit, it's an appropriate shitty end to a shitty summer. Today is Friday, school starts Monday, and I am so far beyond relieved that it's insane. I don't even particularly like academic study to be honest. But I need a ( Read more... )

i'm far beyond broken and i'm turning off my computer and my phone until i forget everything about anyone i've ever met.

Everyone seems to be making me mad lately. Except for the usual. I guess I'll probably do a real update later and make it friends only. I guess I'm just doing this to remind myself.

The past few days have been INSANE. So much has happened in such a small amount of time. I've never cried so hard in front of one person .. for two hours because of them. I've also never called my mom crying and asked her to drive 4 hours in her 2008 gas guzzling Chevy Tahoe to take me home. But, she did, no problem, and I really love her for that ( Read more... )

Bre came and stayed with me for like 4 or 5 days. It was really nice. I'm going to miss her when she moves to Sarasota next month. I mean, we don't live in the same town now, but I feel like I'll see her even less when she's there for some reason. Plus it doesn't help that I'm completely unfamiliar with Sarasota; much less familar than I am with ( Read more... )

I have never been this sick in my LIFE. I got the worst food poisoning ever. I've puked so much, you have no idea. I stepped on the scale yesterday, and I weighed 122, and I was like "Man.. well, I'm bloated anyway". And in a span of 12 hours, I am now 116 pounds. It got so bad I had to go to the ER. I needed SOMETHING to make me stop puking and an ( Read more... )

Life's been kind of 'blah' lately. Not bad, not great. I've been considering a couple of moving options, which has pissed off my friends here in Gainesville. Two people close to me have brought up the idea of moving where they are, and coincidentally, where they are happens to be is 5 hours away from each other in complete opposite directions. But ( Read more... )