Tonight is the beginning of the new season of family guy something to look forward to.Friday night i went to bed at like 9-9:30 which i havent been to sleep that early in ages and then woke up early saturday morning for the show which may i say was awesome but i broke my phone so now the screens cracked after the show i went home for a while and ( Read more... )

Havent updated in what seems like forever. Spring is finally here ( Read more... )

ive been missing alot of school lately ive been quite sick and losing quite a bit of weight. i need to go shopping for a bathing suit and new clothes that will fit because my fat clothes dont.it getting warmer out and summers coming soon which i cant wait for hopefully then things will seem normal for me instead of one big mixed up disaster.

Only a few more days and i can drink rootbeer again and become my usual tuff self i really cant belive ive made it this long without it thank god lent is over sunday.
i havent updated in a while so i thought i would.thats it.

( Bored at 2 am )

ive been trying to make updates but lj has been be gay for me. today or yesterday whichever the syracuse trip was fun. the orangemen won the game and i hung out with dan afterwards as friends itll take some getting used to but thats where are realthionship is going right now. the way i see it noone can mess with fate so i must let it run its own

well this is the last entry i will make. im going away and noone will miss me. ive lost all hope and nothing can turn out right in my life so i plan to get away. ill look like an idiot if i cry now so im trying to hold back my tears but ( Read more... )

well ive come to the conclusion that sleeping is better than being awake.Dreaming is so much better than real life ..much better! I woke up this morning hopeing for a snowday but ofcourse got nothing so i quickly got ready because my attempts to not go to school due to my depressive state were not quite enough to stay home from school today. I went ( Read more... )

i cant eat i havent slept right in days and i have this huge feeling of nervousness and melancholy.Im not quite sure but im pretty sure i know why. I never knew something could make me go this crazy.Todays ash wednesday i didnt wake up early enough to get ashes this morning so maybe ill go tonight. I dont know exactly when im going to give up for ( Read more... )