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I cant wait to move out. Parents blow massive asshole, i dont think my parents liek me very much, well screw you mom and dad i dont like oyu either, my father is never home and my mother has a 10 foot stick up her ass, oh well i am in a bad mood, i feel like i am 5 all over again an di am not aloud ot leave my houes oh well max is on his way!! ( Read more... )

it's like 9:30 and my alarm was supposed to go off at 9:45 so you ask helen why are yo awake so early? and helen responds because she had another night mare and didnt want to see the rest of it. and you respond what was it about and she resonds death, and you respond who died and she responds my father. It was such a bad dream, i was crying so much ( Read more... )

I just hit my head really really really hard. i was putting a leash on molli and i stood up really fast and bamm my head went strait into the counter, i felt like a dumb ass but it hurt a lot, it still kinda does, kiss it to make it feel better, please!!!! Today was a very nice day. i spent some time with my most favoritest person on earth today!! ( Read more... )

i really want to see that movie city girls, it looks way too good, anyhow today is pretty low key, yesturday was such a lond day so i am sticking today out around the house, I might go see my grandma later, Max is watching this foot ball game at 8 with his family, i know its ok that we dont see each other everyday, but i hate not seeing him, he ( Read more... )

1. Getting involved in school is bad unless you are surrounded by the right people ( Read more... )

i am such a humanaterian tonight, i gave my pizza to a homeless man!!!

tonight was seriously such a well needed night, i am so happy i got to spend time with max, liek seriously i know i over dramatize things more so then they should be, i was over reacting, we both came to terms with what we think that problem is, and we are just going to work around it, we had such a great evening, we took aprils advice and went for ( Read more... )

I am so confused, ya know it seems like max cares and all, but then it seems like he doesnt, i am so confused, i just dont get guys anymore, i use to be able to pick up on this so quickly but it takes that one guy to completly fuck you over, anyhow, i just dont understand how max can be so laid back, we were supposed to hang out tonight he was ( Read more... )

I had the worst night mare today, i slept horribley, I had this dream that i was at a circus with my father and my niece and we were walking to my dads car and i was infront of him and victoria and this white van was parked next to his car and this bald guy was sitting in the van and he smiled at me and was looking at me really weridly, and then ( Read more... )