I'm not going to try to tell you that I'm different from all the rest.
I've been subject to the same de-structure of desire and I've felt the same effects; I'm a hetero-sexist tragedy.
And potential rapists all are we.
But don't tell me this is natural, this is nurturing.
And there's a difference between sexism and sexuality.
I had different desires prior to my role-remodelling.
And at six years of age you don't challenge their claims, you become the same.
(or withdraw from the game and hang your head in shame)
I think that's exactly what I did.
I tried to sever the connections between me and them.
I fought against their further attempts to convince a kid that birthright can bestow the power to yield the subordination of women and do you know what patricentricity means?
I found out just a couple of days ago.
It means male values uber alles and hey! whaddaya know...
Sex has been distorted and vilified.
I'm scared of my attraction to body types.
If everything desired is objectified then maybe eroticism needs to be redefined.
And I refuse to be a "man".
Been listening to alot of political bands lately. Election time gets me in the mood. There are alot of really good political bands out there, but none better than Catharsis. I miss that band alot. Catharsis and Newborn are, in my opinion, two of the best hardcore bands who ever lived. Their split together is breaktaking. It's a shame all the good bands who are writing songs about important issues all tend to be the one ignored by the mass majority or people. I also think it's ironic that bands from other country know more about American politics than the average American. It's a shame that Bush will probably be re-elected because people are so uninformed about the truly evil shit he is doing. I mean, for fucks sake, he cut fonds to the Violence Against Woman Act! That is un-fucking-believable!! I don't even want to imagine what evil shit he will be able to get away with without having to worry about re-election. John Kerry isn't a whole lot better, either, but it's a start. This election scares the shit out of me. Either way, we're basically fucked. It truly is a shame that we live in a two party "democracy."
"I don't want dead presidents, I just want the president dead." - a line from the forth coming Eminem album, and probably the only line I like that he wrote.