This is a rock and roll take over....

[cuntshapedheart]

Weekend was weird. Some good. Some bad. But that's just me. I kinda felt like the odd man out. I was the only person with a room by myself, and by room I mean floor. The only person who made me feel like it was a good thing I was there was Ian and Sara. It felt as though the only reason anyone else wanted me to go was so that they could go cause

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[go_____mordecai]

Maybe you felt like the odd man out because you seemingly went out of your way to distance yourself from everyone. I felt uncomfortable around you because you don't treat me the same anymore. I try to joke with you & make you understand that I love you, but you go into instant Good Charlotte mode & seriously act so cold. Nobody told you that you couldn't play tag with us, we had to beg you for over 30 minutes to even play. We had to practically beg you to do ANYTHING with us. If anything at all, I think most of us felt unwanted by you. The few times you allowed yourself to have a good time were great, but it's not my fault; or the fault of anyone else that you made yourself a hermit. If you wanted a room or a bed, I would have slept on the couch, no problem. Those things were amazing. & our friendship means more to me than a fucking bunk bed. But you didn't ask. You didn't speak up. It's not like you called a bed & somebody stole it. I was sleepy so I didn't cut your hair, I'm sorry. Next time remind me before 3am. You can only have

[cuntshapedheart]

im not trying to blame anyone. it is all me. im having a big problem being around people lately. i really dont feel comfortable alot of the time anymore. and this isnt because of the whole thing that went on between us. this was before that. im not really a social person anymore. ive become really introverted as of late. ive had alot of shit going on and running through my head and basically its just making me distance myself more and more from everyone, which i really dont want to happen. i dont really know how to explain it. im an emotinal fucking disaster. we can just leave it at that.