i got my CATS ticket. going friday.. yay

well, other than that, ive been kinda stressed lately. i know why but whatever.

well im done trying to fix this. if were friends im glad, if not. well.. shit.

im tired. my head herts, it feels like a hangover except not so noise sensative.. watching myhbusters. love this show. hehe.

so thats like the third fucking time ive been the odd guy out because she's still mad. so sixth period sucks noww.. its depressing, i always get mad at john but its not his fault. its mine.

so god dammit. i gotta buy my cats ticket now which will actually be a good thing cuz i really want to see it.

fucking hate sixth period now

stupid dreams. cut it out.

So last night was ok... i was tryin not to say "kc, are we seriously going to your house" too many times... and.. i was walking on eggshells.. i think we're ok, but im not gonna jump to any conclusions. but kelsey was very nice. and kc was being himself. crazy while the rest of us stare on and laugh ( Read more... )

Shit, well tonight was a disaster.. i just made it worse... again. whatever.. life without my three friends WOULD suck. i mean, who am i kidding, it would be awful.. and it would hurt just as much if it were kc who still ahted me.. i mean, these guys are my lifeblood. they keep me happy and without them, my life is kinda to shit.. so i dont know ( Read more... )

i never lied to you, i thought we were friends, i really and truly thought we could stay friends. i did. and u fucked it up. blame me all u want. i dont care, but dont u ever call me a bad person. im not, i have my moments but im a good person. i trusted u with things and first sign that i might not realize uve done it. u cross the line. and u know ( Read more... )

dont talk to me like im a child. i also ddnt like you for your looks, so cut that out. and u know what, at the moment, at this very moment, i really dont want to talk to either of you... its mutual as ive seen so lay off

I hate that friends think you need to be threatened with the silent treatment for your trust but whatever, yeah so im over her noww... yep. so last night was fun i guess, i fell asleep as soon as we got to kcs tho, woke up at eight, and played... thats right, halo. yay ( Read more... )

it sucks to feel like u anf your friends are growing farther apart... to know that the girl, thats right THE girl, is the one u cant have... that these people who uve gotten so close to will eventually just live life, ull never see them again, maybe at a high school reunion but thats it. u wont be next door neibors with all the people u want to ( Read more... )

myspace is fun, SO IS ARGUEING! well im bored and its cold. umm soo that was a fun weekend, anyine got a gun? yep yep pretty boring well done boring, overdone boring yepyep...well im gonna go and sleep so byebye