So someone mentioned this camp to me and were like "Oh you should go." and then i got excited about it and then they were like "oh are you really going to go?" so now its like im invading someone elses thing ( Read more... )

And everynow and then something happens. Everything i feel ends up out in the open. Generally i regret it when this happens and once again i wish i never said anything. I left a comment in someones journal that said everything.. like if my heart could talk this is what it would say.... and it went ignored. I feel so stupid.. all the time. I kinda ( Read more... )

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I called him. He said he liked me but doesnt think he's ready for a relationship. So either thats a terrible brush off or maybe something will work out later. Im personally hoping for the second one.

Today i went to see spiderman 2 with anne and tj. that was fun. i told him i liked him. we kissed. I dont know what it means though. like i do like him but he never said he liked me and kissing can mean a lot of things. i dont want to get my hopes up. Cahnces are he was like blah and doesnt like me. But maybe... no i always get all excited and ( Read more... )

Meh. Meh Meh meh meh meh.its a very meh day. My dad called my mom and was like oh emily lies. oh emily skips classes oh emily this emily that. He was tryingto like scare my mom away from me. Grrrrrrr ( Read more... )

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So he def knows i like him. He def does NOT like me. I just dont want to lose him as a friend.

i went to the mall with ry and the clearance stuff was very good and i got a rocky horror picture show shirt, a morrissey shirt, a sex pistols shirt and purple hair dye. I bleached my hair so now i can dye it. Fun times.

I told the boy i liked him and he doesnt like me. Oh well what did we expect?

I just blew off Jackie and Lori. I feel bad and im sorry.

I watched my so called life. it was wierd how much it related to my day. Then i read tj's journal and it made me laugh how he said i have "insurance" on him. Yeah if niether of us are married by the time we're forty we marry eachother... wow.