I love college, i really do. I have amazing friends here and i feel like i finally can belong. Beck and i are the best of friends, whit and i have a blast just talking about crazy shit and cracking up til 3 in the morning. Nate is always making me crack up and taking me on walks at 3 in the morning if i can't sleep(tennis coach). Ross is my ( Read more... )

I haven't updated since the day b4 i left for school...thought right now might be a good time. I like college, i don't love it the way i did when i first got here cuz things have gotten real hard. People change with changes and that scares me that i might lose someone i care about very much. I cried today when i talked to my mom on the phone, i ( Read more... )

I don't know what to expect....i guess thats the only part that scares me

I'm so done. Done with caring so much and showing it, it obviously means nothing, i'm done with being vulnerable. I'm gonna be strong again just like my old self, the old self that took forever to get to cuz i was hurt, i'm not gonna let that happen again. Its time to stop letting people walk all over me, i'm so sick of being so freaking nice.

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So i leave in a week. I've been spending alot of time with nicole, which is good considering in a week shes not going to be a 3 minute drive away anymore, more like 2 hours. I did prolly the most spontaneous thing in my life the other night, spur of the moment got my ears pierced. Even tho i did still call my mom b4 i did it, she basically said ( Read more... )

This entry is dedicated to Ashley Pockl!!! My friend for nine years and future KSC party buddy!!! I can't wait!!! 7 more days woman!!

Your Love Style is Manic


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What do you do if you really want something, like more than anything else in the world, it makes you so happy you feel like the biggest dork cuz you can't stop smiling, you know you can have it, but you don't know for how long and when you find out how long when it slips away, you don't know how you'll deal with it...again, is it worth the risk ( Read more... )