i feel lost and I cannot be found.

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canceling expectations of others.
got complimented by my boss today!
bobo and bella: the kittens.
happiness for myself.
if it was meant to be, so be it.
shirley temples make me feel good.
strawberry lemonade is drinking heaven.

today is my brother's birthday. we are going to have sushi. minus one thing.

sometimes you love em' and sometimes you don't!

last night i saw the arcade fire at the greek! i also saw electrelane! it was amazing. too bad i wasn't in the pitt. it was so fucking cold. i was wearing my peacoat!!!???? strange. it makes me think that i should luggage emergency knit wear in my car. hahah. at the end of their set, the lead singer walked all over the audience. my friend charles ( Read more... )

slump.
need to get out of this slump.
dump.
don't need to take a dump.
clump.
sometimes the oatmeal in my bowl goes clump.
lump.
the name of that cool song is lump.
jump.
sometimes when i get excited i jump.
pump.
the muscles in my arm get pump-ed.

sometimes it just doesn't matter...
the order of things...
whether you are rich in money or you are the most successful person living on this planet.
sometimes you were born to have these qualities or impairments...
to live with them...
share them with others and make others feel like they are not alone.
that you aren't the only one.

to all the necessary drugs back in my life again.
well at least i can say "horay" to the ones that help.

i mean literally. just screw it. that's what's in my mouth and the stitches are fucking bothering me. i have to take 600mg of alieve three times a day. grrr. i might end up having to take vicodin. i may set off metal detectors. does this make me a robot or a pirate? the pressure is killing me and putting me in a bad mood. ugh. i love sleep. sleep ( Read more... )