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ha, stripper-skanks are no match for me! i knew i made him happy. he said he doesn't like most girls, but im special<3

break was way too short. so many things happened, so why do i feel like i could've done more? i guess time just moves too fast for me.

so i just did a hindu project& it was so good the teacher asked if i actually was hindu. or maybe he just thinks that im a weirdo-shakra-hindu-hippy. either way, im pretty stoked. this weekend, ohmegosh, so amazing. one word, pussyparty. hahah, totally my new favorite word ( Read more... )

so im single. again. i knew it was coming yet i didnt really want it to. its better this way i guess. no, it is better this way. no guessing. i sure will miss all those goodtimes though. 'still friends' just isnt the same. but thats why we had to breakup, it just wasnt enough. definately better this way. no guessing.

ugh, what ive feared all along that would happen i think just might have happened. ugh, thats all my brain can say. what else to do? communicate? thats most of the reason why i am in this predicament in the first place! i hate you. even more. ugh. thats all i can muster. how do i fix this? no i dont hate you. i wont even care for you if you dont ( Read more... )

i think i might be bipolar. one minute ill be like practically sobbing then the next just fine. nothings really bad or strange in my life, but it seems like my emotions are always at an extreme. in my head i make up all these weird scenarios and i begin to believe that they have actually happened in some weird way and i go off on this whole tangent ( Read more... )

candice is cooler than u

i just tried to update my journal and then it all went away! i think im gonna cry. too bad for you guys though cause i guess youll never know the secret to life which i divulged in my entry. sucks for you!

this has been the best vaction ever. it totally exceeded my expectations, which were extremely high to begin with. um, can i just say karoake with my mom& christian& boris rocks? hahah, not really though. oh yea, and i think im in love with my stepsister. oh em gee. she wants me, i know it. or maybe ill just rape her, i dont really care either way ( Read more... )