Well, Yesturday i went to school, HEY I MADE THE BUS. lol sorry i was proud of myself. I got really high on the way to the bus stop I left a few min early from my house and smoked a bowl. I feel so much better going to school high. All I do now is get high. It helps me to stop thinking about certain things ( Read more... )

key kissed a girl. I cryed myself to sleep last nite. But for some reason I felt like I can face the day today.

Somebody shakes me cause I must be sleeping

ugh im so disgusting. I ahte like 10 saltines and I feel guilty get them away!!!!!!!! urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ( Read more... )

Sleep is where i would go when i dont have the drugs. I would forget about eveyrhting. the pain. the thinking.
I cant even sleep now. I think about him. I dream about him

I need drugs. I need something. I have no money right now tho. what should I do?

I ahvent written in sucha long time. I was so caught up in my oh so perfect world. until it happend again. I lost him and now I dont know what to do with myself. Im so sad, Im depressed. I need to figure out a way to make myself feel better. Maybe if I ahve this journal it might help. Everything was perfect I stil dont get it. I was stupid. I hung ( Read more... )