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Life is Tough
Life can really be tough sometimes. It's funny how now I think I should have never left the Army. It's funny how your view on things change, once you take a different perspective in life. I really don't know what to do right now. I am stuck in a position with nowhere to go it seems. But doesn't it normally feel like that? I feel no motivation to do ( Read more... ) -
Emotions
So today while sitting her waiting for the superbowl to get closer I started watching an anime I really like. The name of it is Kimi ni Todoke. Anyways it got me thinking about my life and my choices, and what I really thought about myself and others. What I came to realize is that... Well I hate myself. I hate my life, and I don't trust many ( Read more... ) -
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So I am living with my brother now, and recently I started thinking about a lot of things. I am 27 years old now, and I am nowhere near where I should be in life. I work at a Quiznos as a shift manager making a crappy wage. It has been kind of depressing actually. I need to star with my life, but I dont seem to have any motivation. I dont know what ( Read more... ) -
Another One!
So Yeah I know I just posted! Sue me! -grin- Anyways. I was just reading an old post of mine (made no sense also lol). But it got me started thinking about Angel(my nickname for somebody very important to me. Anyways! I was reading this old post, and started thinking about her. I started thinking about how she is married now, and you know what. It ( Read more... ) -
Been a While
So it is 00:07 at the moment, and I am bored out of my mind. I Don't really know what to write about. I just started something online as a way to make money. Hopefully it works out for me. God sometime I think back to the army and realize it was good in some ways. Everything was so easy, and taken care of for me. Though I am glad to be out of ( Read more... ) -
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Yeahi know that nobody is reading this butt don't care. I am getting screwed over again by family. I bend over backwards, and do anything I can for people. Though what do I get? I get treated like I mean nothing... I am starting to realise that maybe I do mean nothing to everybody. I never wanted anything except to be lived, an excepted by the ( Read more... ) -
It's my Birsthday!
Well it is my Birthday! I am liking Ohio so far. I missed this area of the country. I am not much of a fan of Texas I guess. I can't wait to start going to school!
-Chris
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Left the Army
So just recently I left the active Army. It is weird to be a civilian again, but I can't wait to start going back to school. I can't wait to start moving my life forward. I started out very immature and needed to grow up. The Army has helped me move a little forward, but now it is time for me to take the reigns, and head in the direction I want the ( Read more... ) -
Thursday
Hajimemashite or Ohayou ( Read more... ) -
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So I have been working on straightening my life up. Things are going pretty well I think. I am starting to feel happier all around. Though I still feel lonely at times, but that is something I can deal with. Anyways the revamp in my life and attitude is moving forward. You wouldn't believe how depressed, and unhappy I was 98% of the time. Though ( Read more... )
