my first day home for winter break, my dad is having a meeting with a potential client in the dining room, and you have to understand that the way my apartment is, there are no walls or doors except for the bathrooms and bedrooms, so its all open and my fifteen year old fuckup brother is playing some stupid video game shirtless on the other side of ( Read more... )

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what'll it take
for someone to pull through?

sorry i'm such a fucking burden

It is evening in the town of X ( Read more... )

i hate being medicated. no matter how much time passes, no matter how many people are also medicated, no matter what,
i will never think it's normal

the worst loneliness is loneliness at 2:30am on a weeknight when you're dressed up with make up on drunk wanting to smoke pot and every everyone everyone is asleep. it is insufferable loneliness.

i need to get my shit together.i'm fooling everyone but try as i might i can't fool myself.

i am really overwhelmingly lonely right now and i know its my fault but it still sucks

i just got really sad and i don't know why

i don't know why whenever i start to feel better and happy something has to squash me back down

i just had one of the most frightening experiences of my entire life.
apparently acetaminophen is a dangerous drug.
at least my pharmaceutical drug knowledge has yet again been enriched.

How many times has someone on your friends list posted about something and you were really confused, but you didn't want to ask because you knew you SHOULD know? How many times have you felt 'guilty' asking a close LJ friend a question that should be 'obvious'? Well, here's your chance. If you've missed a few things, missed an entry and are ( Read more... )