I said I couldn't be alonea nd I meant it. and right now, I am more alone than ever without you, Juan.
But I will not sit here and beg you to be with me again because I know I will not change your mind- not now that you've found someone else.
You keep telling me to remember everything you said.. well, I am, and I remember very clearly you saying that no matter what, we could work things out and be together- that you'd always be mine, and that I was the only person you wanted. I said the same thing, yes, and I fucked up- but I meant it, and I'm learning how very true my words were now. I cannot make you see any more what's going through my head. I just hope you are happy, because I won't be without you.
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and right now, I am more alone than ever without you, Juan.
But I will not sit here and beg you to be with me again because I know I will not change your mind- not now that you've found someone else.
You keep telling me to remember everything you said.. well, I am, and I remember very clearly you saying that no matter what, we could work things out and be together- that you'd always be mine, and that I was the only person you wanted. I said the same thing, yes, and I fucked up- but I meant it, and I'm learning how very true my words were now. I cannot make you see any more what's going through my head. I just hope you are happy, because I won't be without you.
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