why do I get so frustrated?
shit...
I feel so back and fourth these past few days, everything is getting to me...
I want something, and it's just not coming to me.
and I feel like nothing is going the way I want it to.
but at the same time,
I feel like lots of things are.

so just be happy with what you have...right?

Over Christmas Break I want to make some canvas', buy some paint, and take up a new hobby. I've never been "artsy", I have always been more of the "crafty" type, and wished I was the previous. Several times I have been happy with a drawing I have done. I think I have the capacity to paint, I have ideas, it's expressing those ideas outside of my ( Read more... )

I used to write vague and incoherent journal entries, because I didn't know how else to explain the things ( Read more... )

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badass thrift store buys this weekend

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I was right
fuck
and it embodies you before you realize what's going on
and i can feel it rising my my throat
and plunging into my feet
and i'm stuck
lustless eyes look back into this.

the river runs high.
can't I just do this?

I'm so nervous fingers tapping legs twitching heads turning
where do I go from here?

nervous.
Blank eyes stare back with nothing but lust.

stupendous
wonderful
astonishing
fantastic
marvelous
phenomenal
remarkable
spectacular
unbelievable
astounding
glorious
fabulous

<3it has been a very good few days.

after what has officially been a terrible day...I have decided to do this..because I don't know if anything could make me feel worse...so shoot me in the foot ( Read more... )

yeah...you read it..we're hot.

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