So Kyle called me about an hour ago and told me that he was about to fuck some girl but then she started making fun of me so he left. And I'm an idiot and I decided to go pick him up. Even though I knew it was a bad idea and I cried the entire way there ( Read more... )

I can't believe I just went to Jordanna's wedding. I've known her since second grade. They seem really happy. I've had a lot on my mind lately. All I can hope is that one day I will find someone who will be silly and crazy with me and I'll love him enough to marry him. Seems like it's never going to happen. I feel like all my friends are getting ( Read more... )

I'm feeling pretty good about this. I get to go back to being selfish. And hunting down my bartending wilco james franco look alike soul mate.

Tomorrow: starting a pretty intense excercise routine and going vegan. wish me luck.

I'm fucking pissed. I go to work today and appaerently we are getting a new old girl who is going to be taking the full time position. Fine, who gives a fuck. Then they stick me in drive up all day. Which I fucking hate, because its hard to communicate over a fucking megaphone. Then they come in and tell me they are moving my station. To drive ( Read more... )

I love this stormy weather. It's so nice to come home from work and throw on some pj's and read in front of the fire. Today I'm going to attempt to make the vegetarian chili that Laurens mom made for her bday friday and cornbread. mmm. And i'm going to try and finish a painting and then treat myself to some new records at m-theory. and hopefully ( Read more... )

Tonight I feel like I should just destroy myself. Tonight I feel like I should just explode myself ( Read more... )

And you may ask yourself, "well, how did I get here?"?

i'm a pms nightmare. my car has to be in the shop until after the new year. date tba. its going to cost 600 dollars. there goes my new bike money. this means im going to be stuck at home for my three day weekend. poop faces.

Today marks the end of an era. A little boy adopted Chloe from me. Now that i'm working full time I just was not playing with her as much as I wanted to. I know it was the right thing to do because he was so excited to get her and he will play with her a lot more and it will be easier to find a place without a pet, but I can't stop crying ( Read more... )