"All right, kids, hold onto your pants, or whatever it is you use to cover your vile nakedness."

Still sick. Very sick.

I'm a loser, cause I love Neopets.

I'm tired.
I'm at my Father's house. I like it here.

I left yesterday at 6:20 to go to my Father's house because I seriously just could not take the idiocy of everyone's presence. I didn't want them to be there. I didn't even know them..

I'm kind of sick. =( I have a sore throat, coughing and somewhat of a stuffy nose. =((

So..

It's still "Christmas". Amy ( Matthew's girlfriend ) came and talked to me. She's really nice, I like her.

Michael isn't that bad.

But I still feel edgy about him..

Matthew is err.. nice I suppose. He's huge. Because he plays football and he's all muscley and shit..

Hey! It's 4:20.

Michael's son Matthew and his girlfriend are here now..

Thermo came into my room and told me to come out and say hi.

I said no.

I wouldn't.

And I didn't.

I told her not to bring them in here because my room is a horrible mess.

But, she goes ahead and does it.. of course. They say hello. I say hello.

Then they walk out.. into the porch and thermo ( Read more... )

SO THIS IS CHRISTMAS..

Pitiful fucking Christmas. I don't like Christmas anymore. ALL because of this year's.

It's not right.

Have you ever spent Christmas entirely with people you don't know? If you have, you were probably adopted in December. Or, you have a fucker as a Mother/Father.

Well, you know how I feel.

So. This is the day I have to ( Read more... )

I went to my Father's house.

I'm not going to school tomorrow because..

1. I thought school before Christmas vacation ended Wednesday which would be a half day. I don't know. I think I made it up in hopes that it would be true.

2. Apparently not.

3. My Father made plans for us to go see my Godparents, and that hardcore 5 year old.

4. Which ( Read more... )

DEATH.

Chapter 1.  What People Don't Realize

One thing I do not believe in,

is death of another human being

you knew. You loved them, hated

(or wanted to hate)

them, or could really give a

fuck less whether they  
fucking existed.

You still think of this person.

Someway or another, they are always with you.

You understand. And if you don't,
( Read more... )

Yeah. So I'm still sick.

Have you ever answered the phone saying..

Hello.

And not..

Hello?

As in.. have you ever answered the phone with a statement, and not a question? Because I don't think I have

EXCEPT (!!!!)

when I'm

EXPECTING (!!!!)

a phone call two minutes prior to the phone call I was just having. So I'm going to try it when I'm NOT.

I ( Read more... )

I hate having the feeling of knowing that, once I start something, I always fail to complete it.

I remember when I was in.. what.. Kindergarden, when everyone would run around with those milky pens? And then all of the sudden.. no one had them anymore.. a fad indeed! Those were the good days..

when small things mattered only because big things didn ( Read more... )