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Apr 23, 2008 22:59

a friend of mine died last night leaving my house.

and all i can think is damn, what if i didnt get out of the car.

or what if he had come up for 5 min. just 5 min.
those 5 min would have made a difference.

fuck.

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kyttie_doll April 24 2008, 07:18:32 UTC
Don't ever think of that. Yes, 5 minutes could have made a difference, an inch from a wound of a bullet could have made a difference, a day could have made a difference, a swerve to the right instead of the left could have made a difference. You can't beat yourself up over what COULD have been. The point is that it happened, and it's not your fault.

I'm so sorry for your loss. :( I've lost plenty and I can honestly say I know how it feels. Give it time and surround yourself with the people you still love and care for. The only thing we can do is still love and show support.

I really hope you're doing okay, hun. *Hugs*

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lessthanrob April 24 2008, 08:52:00 UTC
I love you Jess

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rusbel_awaits April 24 2008, 21:55:16 UTC
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breebreebaby April 25 2008, 02:15:41 UTC
don't think about the what if's.
trust me, you'll drive yourself insane.
i hope things get better.

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