yeah chad spent the night last night and then at like 11 he left (in the am) cuz i had to go school shopping. so me and my sister go to westminster mall, and urban, and old navy. i got the dizzank clothes. oh what? haha and i got sooo many coool pairs of underwere! i got scratch and sniff underhere with little lemons on them and it smells like ( Read more... )

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chad is moving on monday. back to riverside.
thats 2 days i have left with him. not even.
that means that i can never

hold him
touch him
kiss him
hug him
fuck him
love him

ever again.

that means that we are broken up. hes gone. i lost him. im by myself.

what am i going to do with myself? how could he just desert me like this?

well today chad came over at like 7:30. fun times. he fell asleep on me, and i watched chicago. aw. then around 11 nina came over. we got ready and walked to her house. fun fun. umm we smoked when we got there, but chad didnt. he doesnt smoke anymore. umm then we watched the sweetest thing. then kellan and justin were gonna come over, but i wasnt ( Read more... )

umm i forget if i told you this already. uhh yesterday i hung out with nina when i got back. haha, lets just say we cant go into k mart anymore, we owe them like 25 dollars, and i hate cops even more. so yeah then i came home. then i went out to dinner with my mom to rubys and talked about tequila. today at 1045 sky and devan picked me up and then ( Read more... )

OMG PICTURES!!!!! arent you EXCITED?

mines bigger.


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so when i get back theres like 8974598437 instant messages waiting for me that say "fucking 909er"haha. technically, chads now in the 951. the area codes changed. so take that; bitch ( Read more... )

yeah so yesterday i went to ninas house. she went nuts and i got way high. aah she doesnt even remember smoking with me...nuts. anyways, then klaire and alex came over and klaire wanted to finish up the shit she had so we all did a line and then tried smoking out of a lightbulb but i dropped it, ahaha, and then we went to some dvd store and got a ( Read more... )

so right now i sam at ninas house, umm i got here and we just smoiked sand then nina went nuts and shes sooooo nuts!!! jshahahahahah nuts nuts nuts! shes a fucming tripper ( Read more... )

fuck. i went to the movies. it was okay. subway was good. then i went to shellys. we didnt do anything. me and her and kellan hung out for like an hour and then they walked me to the bus stop and i came home. just like yesterday, the reason i came home was so i can talk to my mom about me staying with chad. and just like yesterday, shit got fucked ( Read more... )