I will no longer be updating this journal.. I just dont want to anymore.. I wont be online much now.. and I just lost my real want to have it I guess..

Much love to you all and I wish you all the best of luck in life.

-Lesa.

Happy Anniversary sweetie bop.. I love you very much itsumo... It would have been nice to be together on this day.. but thems the breaks huh? one year and counting.. *kiss ( Read more... )

I've felt like a real screw up latley..

I should stop thinking about how much stuff I never get done..

I have considered going on a diet, I guess im just tired of letting things go.. for the last two years i havent done much to control my weight.. I need to.. I want to very much as well. I guess I will look into what i need to do..maybe go back to a dr. and talk about it.. I should have long ago. I need to stop always putting things off for later.

So honestly I sat down the other night pretty late since I couldnt sleep and wrote out a bunch of stuff on here. I think I got into quite a lot about recent events and then the browser had a error shut down and I lost it all -_-" I guess the last couple days I just havent been motivated to write it all out again ( Read more... )

heh so took a picture of Neil with his hair now cut short.. ^.^ I think he looks adorable! okay okay I'll stop it.. >.>


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Happy Birthday sweetheart~~

So to tell the truth, it has been quite sometime since I had gone to read up on Journals... I post a thing here or there and just kinda do it out of boredom I think. Truth be told I dont think about my journal much.. but as weird as it is, and life being funny as I mentioned. I'm sitting here at Neil's house, waiting for him to get done with work. ( Read more... )

So this weekend I will be in Pittsburgh again.. Neil will be comming back with me for the week then we will drive back up again the next weekend... I hope we can get everything taken care of with the apartment as well. Still plan to move out there 1st of May, I got a few things for the apartment this week. I really like the T.V. I got.. it was a ( Read more... )

I've felt so tired.. I wake up tired.. I feel out of sorts. I wish I knew why or maybe its just stress.. not sure. I'll be okay I have to imagine ( Read more... )