So I went to Hell today. (You know a story is good when I start it with that). I had to stay with my mother today. We went to the doctors and I found out some shit. She is on like three different medications, and one of them is Zoloft. Haha, good god how can she take that shit. Damn druggie. I don't know what the other two were for, and at this ( Read more... )

So here's the story. I met this perfect guy, and I love him more than I can comprehend. We hung out this past Sunday, it was wonderful. I'm starting to push him away ( Read more... )

So, Joey came over on Sunday and I must say it was amazing! I smiled soooo much. I wish he didn't have to leave. He should still be here. I really had a lot of fun, and I hope we will get to hang out again soon. Wait, what am I saying? He's my boyfriend. Of course we will hang out again really soon. God, I love him sooo much. Tee hee hee...about ( Read more... )

You know Jeremy, I have no idea where you are or what you're doing, but I hope you eventually read this. I miss you sooooo much you have no idea. You have only been gone a few months, yet you have missed sooooo much. It really sucks. I sit here and listen to "Iris" by the Goo Goo Dolls and it reminds me of you. I'm not quite sure why, but that song ( Read more... )

Joey is coming over on Sunday!!!! DAMN SKIPPY!

I basically slept all day. It was going great, until my fucking stepmother had to ruin it all. Again. This time I didn't do one fucking thing! NOT ONE. My sister had called the house phone and my stepmother came running down the stairs screaming, "TRACY YOU'RE BETRAYING MY TRUST! YOU CAN'T BE ON MY GOD DAMN HOUSE PHONE!" I got off the phone with my ( Read more... )

I got a puppy! His name is Bob Marley, Marley for short. Don't tell Joey, but it's his and my kid. Muahhahaa. So, he's a black lab/golden retriever mix (marley not joey...haha I love you babe). I figured for Halloween I can get Marley a rasta hat with dreds and I can be some sort of hippie. Lmao...this should be interesting ( Read more... )

So today started really really well, then was just fucked up. Sometimes I wonder what I do to deserve this. More so, why the hell do I keep trying to fix things. Why the hell do I still stand here today and smile. I will never know. I'm worried about friends, I'm worried about my boyfriend, I'm worried about myself. This whole smiling happy bit is ( Read more... )

Mmmmk,eveyrone gather around while I tell you a story. Haha, ok ok so here is what went down. I got to Alicia's friends apartment on tuesday, and that's where we stayed. Her name is Melissa and she has four roommates, Evan, Mike, Andrea, and Liz. All of which are really cool people. We got ready and left for the 930 club. When we got to go in they ( Read more... )

Lmao...mmmmm beer and hokah....oh man these past few days with my cousin kicked ass! She is an amazing person and I can't wait to do it again, and maybe I'll have JOEY with me! Teee heee hee. Oh man, I will write more later about what happened.

Peace, Love, Empathy