what to say, what to say ... we had a pregnancy scare, still don't know if we're out of the woods yet. we should know by the end of the week. a buddy of ours was supposed to come by this weekend, and he did, but we weren't home. he had sarah's cell phone number but didn't think to call it (what a fuckin' dumbass ( Read more... )

bet ya can't name the band that line came from!!!!

any way, we going to a party at a buddy of our's house tonight. i've GOT to make sure i don't get as drunk as i did last weekend <-- that was just BAD! i hope everything goes OK. we spent a LOOOOONG time talking the other night and worked a lot of stuff out. i just hope we can both do what we say ( Read more... )

the weekend was definitely not what i wanted or expected. i mean saturday night, i got drunk off my ass. the problem is sarah thought i was pissed at her, which i wasn't. i was just fuckin' drunk. so i wake up sunday morning and it looks like she has a hicky on her neck (apparently just a scratch from the fuckin' skeeters). so that threw me into ( Read more... )

not much is happening right now ... just waiting for some money to roll in from somewhere ( Read more... )

i don't really have anything to scream yahoo! about, i just felt like saying it. today was another one of those days that gets lost in your memory cuz absolutely nothing happened ( Read more... )

every time you think you have it contained, it seems to blow up in your face ( Read more... )

damn i forgot how much i love beer bongs! we went up and partied with a few "friends" of ours, fuckin jack-asses really. but anyway, i think i ended up bonging about 5 or 6 beers. i can't say as though it was a great time, but it was fun. and anything out of the damn house is great right about now, especially when we didn't have to pay for a damn ( Read more... )

confusion is setting in ... first it was depression now it's confusion. this is almost worst. at least in depression i knew what the fuck was going on. one day our relationship is one way ... the other it's totally different ( Read more... )

i finally broke down and made an appointment for a psych eval. i gotta go next week, hopefully they won't put me on an anti-depressant. the only one i'm comfortable taking right now is welbutrin ... i don't think i could handle any of the side affects right now from any of them ( Read more... )

well, hopefully we're going out to dinner tonight. who knows what we'll do after that ... i want to continue watching the Sopranos, but i think she's getting a bit bored just sitting on the couch and watching TV.

ain't no fuckin way i'm letting what was here stay ... fuckin bitch