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[curiouslilmnky]

for the past three months i've pushed the idea of my father's death to the back of my head, constantly telling myself this event was just something i had to deal with as part of my life. lately, this has not been the case. yesterday in chuch i wanted to BAWL when i didn't see my dad in the choir and when they sang a song about heaven. i

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[muzikjunkie]

<3

[andreadawn]

i've been having a horrible week also. i had a dream that my mother died - and it was the same sort of dreams i had after my dad died. and i woke up terrified that i had lost both of them, instead of just my dad. and even though i realized it was a dream - it still kicked in that my dad isn't here anymore.

it's just so surreal. he was here, he shared time and thoughts with me. he sat on my chair. he played with my cat. he hugged me. he loved me. and now he's just not here anymore. it hurts so badly. also, his birthday is wednesday. hard week.

[eazilyconfuzed]

Hey...sorry to post in your journal but I saw you had My Hotel Year listed as one of your interests and I wanted to let you know that I created a community for their fans too if you'd like to join! We need more members and it'd be great if you'd join and get others to as well! Thanx!
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[br0kelikeglass]