1. Falling off the wagon.
2. Being left alone.
3. Losing any more children.
4. Spiders.
5. Heights.
6. Being on stage - yay for drugs booze.
7. Losing people I love.
8. Never becoming the person people think I am already.
9. Being sober.
10. Myself.
1. I wish I could kill you, over and over again.
2. I still can't believe it. I will make you proud of me. I promise.
3. Thank you. Just thank you.
4. I hope you find what you're looking for.
5. It's nice to see you happy, stay that way!
6. Fuck you.
7. Fuck you too.
8. Treat her like she's meant to be treated. You're a better man than I. I'll still kick your ass from here to eternity if you hurt her.
9. I love you more than I can ever put into words. Thank you for saving me when I no longer had the will to save myself.
10. Thank you for not giving up on me when I know it would have been easier to.