Ramblings of a procrastinator

[curiusekat]

I am suppose to be wrking on my final project but - am not! and I got alot to do 2mrw. but - got a ? DO you think a broken heart ever heals? completly? I dont - it dont. SOmetimes it was just to oochy that it leaves a trail in some form, forever. I still miss the us when we were together though I am completly happy where I am now. I have been

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yeah, it's like that

[sasori3]

Nice post. I agree that Mike does love you fiercely and is good to you. We all have our issues, its our willingness to resolve them that determines the path we take. I see the time stamp, how's that new sleep schedule coming? Still out with the pedometer? Oh, and spaghetti-o's...old school yummy! Too bad I can only have them on a cheat day. I'll have to pick some up for my cheat day on Sunday.

Re: yeah, it's like that

[curiusekat]

maybe I should grab some with you & go old school - haha. At any rate...see the time stamp on this? you tell me how well it is going! I told Mike I wanted to be in bed by midnight tonight & he opts to act like his being sick is causing him to die! No I am not joking.....Fucking retard. I left the bedroom & now - I am wide awake pissed off. WHat is the sanity behind that - really? I feel it was diliberate to keep me up meaning only one thing as far as I can see - Me not being able to get up early as I planned & do my final project for my other class. I wont even go into the rest of it. Not enough space.....See NOW why old school sounds so good ? I need a escape from reality. Relationships are tough & as much as I can see the other side - as much as I can step out of the box & analyze....sometimes I CAN'T. I just don't see the just in sitting there acting like you are dieing till I say "Ok - I am calling 911 - unless you would like me to get up 5 kids - cuz you need to go to the er if it is really that bad(samantha has a friend over)"