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some old poems of mine I found
Thought Id share my insanity:
This was about my boyfriend when I was 15:
Dawn burns a golden pink
a old love ship will slowly sink
memories will keep me holding
but this old page is finaly folding
for a befriended man with dazzling eyes
soon brings me a love surpirse
as old sinks a new will rise
burning me inside.
NEVER GAVE IT A TITTLE
NEXT: 5/15/97
DID I?
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Writer's Block: The Meaning of Love
Love to me means a fragile state. Love to me is a fear - one id rather live with than without even though every day brings some kind of pain. its as good as it is bad in my eyes. sometimes I wana slap it in the face - most the time i wana cuddle with it & enjoy it. LOve - in its true form it never dies even if u move on - the love is still there. ( Read more... ) -
Never lsughed so hard in my life
Ok - so Ive had a ruff couple of days & in all seriousness tonight I put my head on MIke's Lap and I said to him why do you love me? he says " I havent figured it out yet" kinda made me giggle a little but this next anser - I almost peed my pants ( Read more... ) -
Me today
Im sad today . My head is all fucked up - WTF is going on up there for real? I could cry. You dont care, Im torn, I am SO torn inside. WTF is the Issue - WHY ? I could seriously curl up & die - If I didnt have kids who depended on me...Im sure it would have been the case a long time ago. I think it is why I suround myself with people who need ( Read more... ) -
SO Apparently I am nobody
Do you agree? If you do you are a fool. Cuz I am Christa Ackerman - a name dont just exsist...it is attatched to somebody idiot so there for I can not be nobody. I sit here in my room tonight trying to figure out what the hell kind of laptop I should get, what componets I am going to need & if I can realy do this. I have never doubted myself ever ( Read more... ) -
My Friends
This is why I love her. THIS is why it will never change - because i HAVE SEEN INSIDE & i know WHAT IS REAL. i AM NOT BLIND...My heart is so big it can see love clearly. LIFE happens but when you love someone you dont let things get in the way - PEOPLE over THINGS - everytime. Below is her blog that she wrote on Myspace about me APRIL 9th - BEFORE ( Read more... ) -
BITCH
BITCH BITCH BITCH BITCH BITCH BITCH BITCH CUNT CUNT CUNT CUNT CUNT. Feel better - just had to get that off my chest puplically! I HATE Judgemental people who try to conform me to their ways - it never works...always fails. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Makes me wanna fuckn MURDER - I swear! I dont judge you & I only give you advice that YOU ASK FOR! Y the ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Invisibility On
TORCHER a few people just for shits & Giggles - NO REALY! I would tickle them & whisper in their ear, trip them....sit in their vehicle & listen to them - change the radio station...put on a reminder song of some sort um, steal their shit ....do all sorts of stupid shit like move their chair so they fall.....take their fork while they are eating, ( Read more... )
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